I Want To Change My Life

Long ago since I've felt this... I've always wanted the best, tried my best, at least...But no matter how hard i try...I fail...Damn...Fail is not fun...Maybe i'm just a failure with no idea how to succeed... Is it because i lack the education?...The creativity, the innovation?...Talking about this, i just lost my motivation...Will i have the fighting spirit just like before?...I don’t know what is wrong with me...Am i crazy?... My friends say to me...Don't complain, just work harder...Blablablabla... But it’s not that easy...Maybe i should forget that new "ME" and be the person that I used to know before...Or maybe my life is going nowhere...But i want to change my life...I hate feeling stuck in life...Do nothing...I want to change...Change for a good reason...Change for my family...

What should i do...

Tension+Bengang+Bosan+Rimas+Malas+Migrain

Gua tak kacau lu...Lu jgn kacau gua...Senang je prinsip idup aku...Aku tak kacau orang...Orang tak kacau aku...Damn...Orang tua2 kata " masuk kandang harimau...mengaum...masuk kandang kambing mengembekkkkk..."Tapi kita nie manusia...Tak lari dari buat silap...Dan tu lah guna nye kita memaafkan sesama kita...Supaya kita leh belajar dari kesilapan...Dan tak ulangi kesalahan yang sama...Betul la kata Dr Mahathir...Melayu mudah lupa...Tp ape guna nye kita saling ingat-mengingati...Kalau aku salah ko betul kan...Kalau ko salah aku betul kan...kalau dua-dua salah...Sapa nak betulkan...Lu pikir la sendiri...Jangan mudah benci ngan org...biar la dia nak cari pasal ngan ko...Yang penting sabar...Macam member aku kata...Sabar tu sebahgian dari iman...Bila kita sabar...Akhirnya org yang kita benci tu akan tunjukkan jugak kebaikan dalam diri dia...Sebab tu la bg aku...Kita kena hargai setiap orang disekeliling kita...Kita bukan nye idup sorang diri kat dunia nie...Kalau ko nak idup sorang2...Baik ko idup kat dalam gua...Ahaksss...Dan memang normal la kalau seseorang tu tak sanggup terima kenyataan yang dia buat silap...Kenyataan tu memang pahit nak diterima...Tp tu la sebenarnya ubat tuk kita terus menjadi manusia berguna...Kepahitan tu la yang buat kita sedar...Ape kesilapan yang kita dah buat...Dan ape yang harus kita lakukan tuk perbetulkan kesilapan tu...Bagi aku setiap pekara yang berlaku tu ade hikmahnya....Ada maksud yang tersembunyi...Sama ada kita sedar atau tak je...Life is a gift...There's so many thing we can do in our life...Don't complain, just work harder... Your patience...Will eventually be rewarded..So hargai la idup masing2...Ewahhhhh....Ape aku merepek nie...

Race Driver : GRID

Race Driver: GRID will take players to beautifully realised and dramatic race locations over three continents to compete in an unprecedented variety of racing events. Packed with the most powerful race cars – new and classic, circuit and drift – players will compete to conquer the most prestigious official race tracks and championships and then go beyond to compete in challenging city-based competitions, through to road events and urban street races.

In Europe, race gamers will compete on the greatest official tracks in prestige Marques including Aston Martin, Koenigsegg and Pagani. Iconic cities across the U.S. – including San Francisco, Washington DC and Detroit and each with their own atmosphere and events – play hosts to diverse street races. Here, high-performance V8 muscle cars set the pace in aggressive closely fought pack competitions.

In the Far East, Japanese racing culture sets the tone where night races, including Drift racing, take drivers through neon illuminated cities and to outlying mountain roads. There is also the opportunity to compete in races that operate on the fringes of legality in the back streets and industrial areas of Yokohama.
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Race Driver: GRID merupakan game yang dibangunkan oleh codemasters dan tahu kah anda? sebahagian besar sumber artistik yang disumbangkan untuk game ini dibuat oleh beberapa anak jati Malaysia di Codemasters Studios, Kuala Lumpur dengan kolaberasi ibu pejabatnya di United Kingdom. Sempena dengan pelancaran game ini, semua dijemput hadir pada hari tersebut. Rabu, 11 Jun 2008 di Zouk KL. 7 petang hingga 1 pagi ......

This game was largely done in our Malaysian studio with the collaboration of our main office in the UK. This is a first for Malaysia as there has never been a next generation console game done here, neither has any triple A level game been produced here before (by the same company that released it) ......

http://pergh.com/details/www.racedrivergrid.com
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8WmKqFpH8P4


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Wahh...Tak sabar rasernye nak try game nie...Tgk trailer macam menarik...Tambah menarik lagi...Anak Malaysia yang buat...Pergh bangga aku...Aku harap game nie bukan la yang terakhir...Harap2 game nie jd perintis kepada game2 (Made By Malaysian) yang akan datang...Malaysia bukannye takder yang berbakat...Ramai bersepah kat luar tu...So kepada rakyat Malaysia kat luar sana...Mari ramai2 kita laungkan...MALAYSIA BOLEH !!!....Yehaaa...Proud To Be Malaysian...

Vrooommm...Vrooommm...

Hari-Hari Yang Membosankan

Wahh...Bosannye malam nie...Takda keja...Damn...Mati kutu dibuatnye...ada orang kata "aku melalui hari2 indah"...tp aku kata "aku melalui hari2 dgn penuh kebosanan"...Heheheh...Mana tak bosan...Takda keja nak buat...Makan+tidur+main game+tgk muvie...Sementara nak tgu keja...Tu je la keja aku...Memang aku bosan...Nak study CCNA malas...Kikikikik...Sebenarnya aku tak tau nak tulis ape...Tp disebabkan bosan...Aku nak tulis gak...So sapa yang baca mesti rasa bosan...dah tajuk pun ada kaitan ngan bosan... Kalau taknak rasa bosan...Jangan baca...Baru2 nie aku ada tgk citer Momento...Kisah sorang lelaki yang takda short term memory...Tak sampai 15 minit...Ilang inggatan...Konsep citer dia lebey kurang sama ngan citer 50 First Date...Yang bezanya Momento citer thriller...50 First Date citer comedy romance...Citer nie buat aku terpikir...Macam mana kalau aku jadi macam dia...Short term memory loss...Aku takkan inggat benda baru yang aku buat...Org baru yang aku jumpa...Ape yang aku makan+minum...Benda baru yang aku belajar...Heheheh...Tapi mungkin best jugak...Mingkin aku takkan rasa bosan...Kikikikikikik...Mesti mencabar...Sebenarnya banyak benda kita leh buat kalau bosan...Yang penting sama ada NAK atau TAKNAK je...Tp ntah ape musim...Ari nie aku bebetul malas...Mungkin ari ahad ialah arie malas aku kot...Kikikikik...Masa aku tgk citer Momento tu...aku dapat idea nak publishkan gambar org yang aku kenal sepanjang idup aku kat blog nie...So kalau aku takder short term memory...Mybe aku leh check kat blog nie...Sape kawan aku...Ape yang aku buat...(ape aku mengarut nie)...Tp problemnya kena mintak izin dulu...Kikikikiki...Tp aku rasa kalau tak mintak izin pun ok jugak...Bukan nye dorang tak kenal aku...So nenanti la...Kalau aku rajin aku buat...Kalau tak...Takda la jawabnya...Dalam bosan2 aku nie...Aku try la buat edit gambar guna photoshop...Aku nak buat lain...Tp lain yang jdnya...Ntah aku yang bengong...Or computer aku yang bengong...So gambar kat bawah nie adelah hasil kerja aku masa bosan...Kikikikikik...Walaupun biasa je...Tp aku belajar benda baru ari nie...